i have a headache
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leafkinzyesterday was pretty boring as sundays tend to be. i was up late yet again and really didn't want to go to church T^T but i went, and i basically spent the whole time doing murdle puzzles. i've finished all the elementary puzzles and moved on to the occult medium difficulty, it's definitely harder... but i'm still enjoying it ^-^ i did feel like D: when i saw the ciphers at the beginning though x3 after church we ate at bob evans for lunch and i got potato soup and a grilled cheese with a diet pepsi, and i also got a slice of banana pudding pie to take home, which i ate before going to the evening service :3
after lunch, we had to go to walmart, and i went to look at the toys as always. they'd finally had a restock of toys, and they had the like nastya designed littlest pet shops! they also had series 6 blind boxes and the warrior cats series 2 blind boxes, but i decided i didn't need to spend too much money when i'm wanting to get a second build a bear, so i only ended up getting two of the like nastya littlest pet shops, and i got two cats! the whole collection is really, really cute so i would've been happy with any of them, but i was still extra happy that both were cats x3 i had never heard of this little girl before this collab, but honestly her designs are better than basic fun's...
something i did on saturday night is i joined yet another social media platform, miau! i was talking about how i missed being on bluesky in 2024 during the brazilian twitter ban because it was rare for me to see posts in english and nothing was automatically translated, so i was essentially forced to interact with posts written in portuguese without immediately translating them, and one of my brazilian friends mentioned miau was made by brazilians and that they thought i would like it, so i joined :3 it's... been slightly difficult to get into just because the website has issues and the app isn't available in the usa. i can't upload photos, so i also can't fully customize my profile, which is a very big draw of the platform. but i am trying to use it and i'm also trying to post exclusively in portuguese to force myself to practice writing in it! here is my profile for anyone who might happen to be on miau, hopefully soon i can actually finish my profile and maybe even use the app instead of the buggy website >_< update, not long after writing this, i could finally upload photos and got my profile completed ^-^ i think it turned out really cute!
all i did before evening church service was i took a short nap, got up and watched a bit of youtube, and ate my pie. after service we went straight home, i ate leftover domino's pizza for dinner and a twix bar as dessert :3 i really considered playing a date with death before bed, but i was so tired already at 9:30pm that i decided to go ahead and go to bed instead of sitting up any longer; i didn't even finish the youtube video i was watching x3
today i woke up at about noon, and ate lunch not long after waking up. i had spicy nuggets with the last bit of my diet coke from the other day, and it's now a little past 1pm. i think i'm going to light my new candle, eat the last bit of my twix bar, and start my first replay of a date with death! i think i'm going to do the two bad endings before the marriage ending, just so i can end it on a good note x3 i'm also going to use the second bad ending (since the first one ends on day three i believe) to try and get the dead roots and eavesdropping champion achievements.
update, it's 4:30pm and i've just completed the game :3 i did a lot of speeding through dialogue and stuff, since a lot of it was exactly the same, but i enjoyed seeing the other endings. honestly, i think ending 2 (which i got in my first playthrough) is still my favorite. both bad endings made me a little sad, especially the second one T^T good game, and i'm now considering getting the dlc... maybe when the autumn or winter steam sale rolls around, i'll use it to buy dlc for a few of my games. i'd like the beyond the bet dlc for a date with death, plus our life's expansion and wedding dlcs, hello kitty island adventure's city town dlc, and cult of the lamb's woolhaven dlc. i definitely won't be buying all of these at once unless they happen to all be extremely discounted, but those are all the ones i want. i've been wanting to buy the dlc for our life for ages, i need to just do it...
anyway, i think i'm going to get in bed for a bit and maybe take a nap, i have a bad headache... i pray to god i'm not getting sick again, i do not want to deal with that ;3; my candle hasn't melted all the way across, but it's pretty close and i don't think i should burn it longer, so hopefully it won't start tunneling like the others T^T
i laid in bed for quite a while but didn't end up getting any sleep. i still have a headache but i might just go to bed early tonight. it's currently almost 6:30pm, and i'm itching to start another game... i think i'm going to play pockedate, which i've just realized is called pockedate and not pokedate >_< it seems to be a fairly short game (2 hours for completionist according to howlongtobeat), plus it's one i'm really curious about. i did spin the game wheel again and got tiny bookshop, i'll probably start that tomorrow ^-^ i'll probably update on pockedate once i've finished it!
100% it in 85 minutes! a short game but i enjoyed it :3 it's definitely more "shallow" i guess you could say and not as spooky as doki doki literature club, but it was still fun to play. i would recommend it, it's free and quick, i'd say it's worth giving an hour or two of your time. getting all the endings did feel a bit repetitive at times, but the little differences were really cool!
it's now 8pm, my mom is bringing home dinner for me and i think after i eat i might go to bed, i still have a headache since i didn't manage to take a nap earlier ;3; since i'm getting closer to getting through all my unplayed games, i've been thinking about what i'll play after... i think i'm just going to once again put everything (all my unfinished games) on a wheel and try and put at least an hour into whatever it lands on each day. and i'm going to include games i didn't really like because i want to give them another chance instead of letting them rot in my library forever and ever with 45 minutes played >_<
ironic to say this here, but recently i've been wondering if i don't put way too much of myself on the internet. between this blog, my personal website, and my social media... it's way too easy for someone to know everything about me and maybe if they're serious enough about it, find out where i live. my digital footprint isn't exactly small... i put so much of myself online because it's hard for me to be myself or feel understood offline, as silly as that feels to say when i'm a grown adult and not a fourteen year old; i'm transgender and gay and i live in a pretty conservative area and don't have any friends in real life. i don't know, i love being online and i love this blog, but sometimes when i take a step back and think about just how online i am and how anyone in the world can see what i'm posting, it makes me start to feel really paranoid and like i need to delete everything i've ever put the internet, which i'm sure isn't possible. granted, i imagine this blog isn't read by more than five people, if it's read by anyone at all. going back to what i said about posting a youtube video the other day; even though that isn't my intention with wanting to post on youtube, i've always dreamed of being a content creator since i was like thirteen. but the idea of it terrifies me because again, i have a huge digital footprint and put so much of myself online. becoming a content creator no matter how small is just opening myself up even more to weirdos on the internet, and i feel like if i did do it i would have to first delete as much of my current and past online presence as i can, just in case. it sounds silly because i honestly don't have any plans of becoming a content creator, so the fear is completely irrational, but still. recently i've kept getting the urge to delete all my old twitter accounts and maybe even other social media like tumblr or instagram. i've had so, so many social media accounts and a lot of them are still up, and it makes me super anxious thinking about the things i could've posted and don't remember that could easily be traced back to my current accounts and used against me in some way. ugh, i'm just getting paranoid now, i need to move on...
my food is here so i think i'm going to post this, eat, and go to bed. sorry to end it on such a negative note T^T goodnight!
after lunch, we had to go to walmart, and i went to look at the toys as always. they'd finally had a restock of toys, and they had the like nastya designed littlest pet shops! they also had series 6 blind boxes and the warrior cats series 2 blind boxes, but i decided i didn't need to spend too much money when i'm wanting to get a second build a bear, so i only ended up getting two of the like nastya littlest pet shops, and i got two cats! the whole collection is really, really cute so i would've been happy with any of them, but i was still extra happy that both were cats x3 i had never heard of this little girl before this collab, but honestly her designs are better than basic fun's...
something i did on saturday night is i joined yet another social media platform, miau! i was talking about how i missed being on bluesky in 2024 during the brazilian twitter ban because it was rare for me to see posts in english and nothing was automatically translated, so i was essentially forced to interact with posts written in portuguese without immediately translating them, and one of my brazilian friends mentioned miau was made by brazilians and that they thought i would like it, so i joined :3 it's... been slightly difficult to get into just because the website has issues and the app isn't available in the usa. i can't upload photos, so i also can't fully customize my profile, which is a very big draw of the platform. but i am trying to use it and i'm also trying to post exclusively in portuguese to force myself to practice writing in it! here is my profile for anyone who might happen to be on miau, hopefully soon i can actually finish my profile and maybe even use the app instead of the buggy website >_< update, not long after writing this, i could finally upload photos and got my profile completed ^-^ i think it turned out really cute!
all i did before evening church service was i took a short nap, got up and watched a bit of youtube, and ate my pie. after service we went straight home, i ate leftover domino's pizza for dinner and a twix bar as dessert :3 i really considered playing a date with death before bed, but i was so tired already at 9:30pm that i decided to go ahead and go to bed instead of sitting up any longer; i didn't even finish the youtube video i was watching x3
today i woke up at about noon, and ate lunch not long after waking up. i had spicy nuggets with the last bit of my diet coke from the other day, and it's now a little past 1pm. i think i'm going to light my new candle, eat the last bit of my twix bar, and start my first replay of a date with death! i think i'm going to do the two bad endings before the marriage ending, just so i can end it on a good note x3 i'm also going to use the second bad ending (since the first one ends on day three i believe) to try and get the dead roots and eavesdropping champion achievements.
update, it's 4:30pm and i've just completed the game :3 i did a lot of speeding through dialogue and stuff, since a lot of it was exactly the same, but i enjoyed seeing the other endings. honestly, i think ending 2 (which i got in my first playthrough) is still my favorite. both bad endings made me a little sad, especially the second one T^T good game, and i'm now considering getting the dlc... maybe when the autumn or winter steam sale rolls around, i'll use it to buy dlc for a few of my games. i'd like the beyond the bet dlc for a date with death, plus our life's expansion and wedding dlcs, hello kitty island adventure's city town dlc, and cult of the lamb's woolhaven dlc. i definitely won't be buying all of these at once unless they happen to all be extremely discounted, but those are all the ones i want. i've been wanting to buy the dlc for our life for ages, i need to just do it...
anyway, i think i'm going to get in bed for a bit and maybe take a nap, i have a bad headache... i pray to god i'm not getting sick again, i do not want to deal with that ;3; my candle hasn't melted all the way across, but it's pretty close and i don't think i should burn it longer, so hopefully it won't start tunneling like the others T^T
i laid in bed for quite a while but didn't end up getting any sleep. i still have a headache but i might just go to bed early tonight. it's currently almost 6:30pm, and i'm itching to start another game... i think i'm going to play pockedate, which i've just realized is called pockedate and not pokedate >_< it seems to be a fairly short game (2 hours for completionist according to howlongtobeat), plus it's one i'm really curious about. i did spin the game wheel again and got tiny bookshop, i'll probably start that tomorrow ^-^ i'll probably update on pockedate once i've finished it!
100% it in 85 minutes! a short game but i enjoyed it :3 it's definitely more "shallow" i guess you could say and not as spooky as doki doki literature club, but it was still fun to play. i would recommend it, it's free and quick, i'd say it's worth giving an hour or two of your time. getting all the endings did feel a bit repetitive at times, but the little differences were really cool!
it's now 8pm, my mom is bringing home dinner for me and i think after i eat i might go to bed, i still have a headache since i didn't manage to take a nap earlier ;3; since i'm getting closer to getting through all my unplayed games, i've been thinking about what i'll play after... i think i'm just going to once again put everything (all my unfinished games) on a wheel and try and put at least an hour into whatever it lands on each day. and i'm going to include games i didn't really like because i want to give them another chance instead of letting them rot in my library forever and ever with 45 minutes played >_<
ironic to say this here, but recently i've been wondering if i don't put way too much of myself on the internet. between this blog, my personal website, and my social media... it's way too easy for someone to know everything about me and maybe if they're serious enough about it, find out where i live. my digital footprint isn't exactly small... i put so much of myself online because it's hard for me to be myself or feel understood offline, as silly as that feels to say when i'm a grown adult and not a fourteen year old; i'm transgender and gay and i live in a pretty conservative area and don't have any friends in real life. i don't know, i love being online and i love this blog, but sometimes when i take a step back and think about just how online i am and how anyone in the world can see what i'm posting, it makes me start to feel really paranoid and like i need to delete everything i've ever put the internet, which i'm sure isn't possible. granted, i imagine this blog isn't read by more than five people, if it's read by anyone at all. going back to what i said about posting a youtube video the other day; even though that isn't my intention with wanting to post on youtube, i've always dreamed of being a content creator since i was like thirteen. but the idea of it terrifies me because again, i have a huge digital footprint and put so much of myself online. becoming a content creator no matter how small is just opening myself up even more to weirdos on the internet, and i feel like if i did do it i would have to first delete as much of my current and past online presence as i can, just in case. it sounds silly because i honestly don't have any plans of becoming a content creator, so the fear is completely irrational, but still. recently i've kept getting the urge to delete all my old twitter accounts and maybe even other social media like tumblr or instagram. i've had so, so many social media accounts and a lot of them are still up, and it makes me super anxious thinking about the things i could've posted and don't remember that could easily be traced back to my current accounts and used against me in some way. ugh, i'm just getting paranoid now, i need to move on...
my food is here so i think i'm going to post this, eat, and go to bed. sorry to end it on such a negative note T^T goodnight!
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