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leafkinzyesterday i woke up around 11am and sat around for a bit trying to wake myself up before i cleaned the litter boxes which i completely forgot to do on tuesday >_< i also had a pumpkin oat bite for breakfast, i wish there was more in a box T^T i'm going to be so sad when they run out and i can't just go to trader joe's for a new box...
i got up to do the litter boxes at about noon, and took a shower after because i needed one and also because i was sweating like crazy ;3; i decided to have ramen for lunch, i had some on tuesday and put soy sauce and cheese on it, it was... an interesting flavor... i did just cheese this time and ended up adding a splash of milk, it was alright but i only ate about half. after eating, i watched some youtube and did a few pixel cat's end adventures, and i successfully got a crescent shore business card ^-^
i was really tired so i decided to get in bed and ended up taking a nap until about 5:30pm so i had to get ready for church shortly after getting up. church was okay, the kids were a little wild but it wasn't too bad. on the way home we drove around for so long trying to find the cheapest gas x3 but we finally got some and i got wendy's for dinner, i got a cheese fries and a diet orange cream soda and a sugar cookie. i haven't had their sugar cookies for a long time, it wasn't as good as usual T^T they taste a lot better when they're half baked >_<
when we got home, i ate my dinner and watched some youtube, then went to bed around 10:30pm.
i said i wasn't going to talk about tuesday since i didn't do much, but something i do want to mention is i took my new puzzle over to my grandparents' and spent basically all day over there making the puzzle :3 my grandma helped but it still took like all day... it was fun though ^-^ when i went home my grandma told me not to bring anymore puzzles over until wintertime because she has sewing she needs to get done x3
today i woke up at 11am but didn't get up until noon. to be honest, i'm feeling very Shackled By My Mental Illness today... and i know it's probably pmdd but man. i feel horrible and want to do nothing except wallow and cry. i already had a little breakdown on twitter and i don't want to cry again or make this regular blog post into a sob story, so i won't get into any specifics, but i'm not having a great day so far. i might have to deal with it by forcing myself into age regression at some point today ;3;
anyway, it's currently 12:30pm and i'm eating "lunch" which is actually just a bag of croutons and nothing else. there's no room in the fridge but there's also no actual food i can eat as a meal... i planned to try cleaning up the littlest pet shop playsets that have been sitting in the corner of my room for ages today, but i don't really feel like doing that (or doing much of anything). this might be a really short blog post T^T for now i think i'm going to log onto webkinz for a bit then watch some youtube, and we'll see what i feel up to doing later.
i did my webkinz dailies and finished the youtube video i'd started last night but didn't finish, and then i got in bed to read. i finished anatomy of an alibi and rated it 2.75 stars; it wasn't a bad book, i enjoyed the story overall and the pov characters were well written in my opinion, but it just took me so long to read and there were so many characters to keep track of, plus it felt like the conclusion was very sudden and rushed. a slightly over 50% rating felt right. after i finished that book, i decided to go ahead and start something new. i decided what to read by unsuspending all my libby holds and reading the first book that became available, but that ended up being two books at once: heated rivalry and katabasis. so i put a poll on tumblr to choose between the two and heated rivalry won. my sister loves heated rivalry, both the books and the show, she's actually read every game changers book but i'm not really big on reading smut so i'm only reading heated rivalry and maybe the long game depending on if i like heated rivalry enough. when i told her i was reading it she said "yay but you're going to make fun of me for liking it so much" x3
if i had to guess, i'm going to assume i won't end up reading the long game or any of the other books. this book was literally described to me as being porn and i don't like books that have too much smut as mentioned, so i probably won't be super into this one... i'm really only reading it because it's popular and i feel like i'm missing out on something by never reading it or watching the show >_<
it's now about 4pm, we're going to my grandparents' for dinner but i'm not sure what to do until then.
update, it's 9pm and i just got home from dinner. i ended up just watching youtube and doing some pixel cat's end adventuring while i wanted for time to head over to my grandparents'. my dinner was veggie casserole, mac and cheese, and glazed carrots with sweet tea to drink :3 basically the only other thing i did while i was there was read, i'm so far enjoying heated rivalry more than i expected to! it being basically just porn was definitely not a lie, but it's not bad x3 unfortunately when i got home i had started my period, which is annoying because i wasn't even supposed to start until tomorrow T^T so i took a shower and took some tylenol which definitely helped <3
my mom asked if i wanted to go with her to the dollar store so i did that and i got some chocolate :3 a reese's take 5, so yummy *^* i also got a minute maid fruit punch! it's 10pm now and i'm going to finish the youtube video i started earlier and then go to bed, i might read a bit more before sleeping but it depends ^-^ goodnight!
i got up to do the litter boxes at about noon, and took a shower after because i needed one and also because i was sweating like crazy ;3; i decided to have ramen for lunch, i had some on tuesday and put soy sauce and cheese on it, it was... an interesting flavor... i did just cheese this time and ended up adding a splash of milk, it was alright but i only ate about half. after eating, i watched some youtube and did a few pixel cat's end adventures, and i successfully got a crescent shore business card ^-^
i was really tired so i decided to get in bed and ended up taking a nap until about 5:30pm so i had to get ready for church shortly after getting up. church was okay, the kids were a little wild but it wasn't too bad. on the way home we drove around for so long trying to find the cheapest gas x3 but we finally got some and i got wendy's for dinner, i got a cheese fries and a diet orange cream soda and a sugar cookie. i haven't had their sugar cookies for a long time, it wasn't as good as usual T^T they taste a lot better when they're half baked >_<
when we got home, i ate my dinner and watched some youtube, then went to bed around 10:30pm.
i said i wasn't going to talk about tuesday since i didn't do much, but something i do want to mention is i took my new puzzle over to my grandparents' and spent basically all day over there making the puzzle :3 my grandma helped but it still took like all day... it was fun though ^-^ when i went home my grandma told me not to bring anymore puzzles over until wintertime because she has sewing she needs to get done x3
today i woke up at 11am but didn't get up until noon. to be honest, i'm feeling very Shackled By My Mental Illness today... and i know it's probably pmdd but man. i feel horrible and want to do nothing except wallow and cry. i already had a little breakdown on twitter and i don't want to cry again or make this regular blog post into a sob story, so i won't get into any specifics, but i'm not having a great day so far. i might have to deal with it by forcing myself into age regression at some point today ;3;
anyway, it's currently 12:30pm and i'm eating "lunch" which is actually just a bag of croutons and nothing else. there's no room in the fridge but there's also no actual food i can eat as a meal... i planned to try cleaning up the littlest pet shop playsets that have been sitting in the corner of my room for ages today, but i don't really feel like doing that (or doing much of anything). this might be a really short blog post T^T for now i think i'm going to log onto webkinz for a bit then watch some youtube, and we'll see what i feel up to doing later.
i did my webkinz dailies and finished the youtube video i'd started last night but didn't finish, and then i got in bed to read. i finished anatomy of an alibi and rated it 2.75 stars; it wasn't a bad book, i enjoyed the story overall and the pov characters were well written in my opinion, but it just took me so long to read and there were so many characters to keep track of, plus it felt like the conclusion was very sudden and rushed. a slightly over 50% rating felt right. after i finished that book, i decided to go ahead and start something new. i decided what to read by unsuspending all my libby holds and reading the first book that became available, but that ended up being two books at once: heated rivalry and katabasis. so i put a poll on tumblr to choose between the two and heated rivalry won. my sister loves heated rivalry, both the books and the show, she's actually read every game changers book but i'm not really big on reading smut so i'm only reading heated rivalry and maybe the long game depending on if i like heated rivalry enough. when i told her i was reading it she said "yay but you're going to make fun of me for liking it so much" x3
if i had to guess, i'm going to assume i won't end up reading the long game or any of the other books. this book was literally described to me as being porn and i don't like books that have too much smut as mentioned, so i probably won't be super into this one... i'm really only reading it because it's popular and i feel like i'm missing out on something by never reading it or watching the show >_<
it's now about 4pm, we're going to my grandparents' for dinner but i'm not sure what to do until then.
update, it's 9pm and i just got home from dinner. i ended up just watching youtube and doing some pixel cat's end adventuring while i wanted for time to head over to my grandparents'. my dinner was veggie casserole, mac and cheese, and glazed carrots with sweet tea to drink :3 basically the only other thing i did while i was there was read, i'm so far enjoying heated rivalry more than i expected to! it being basically just porn was definitely not a lie, but it's not bad x3 unfortunately when i got home i had started my period, which is annoying because i wasn't even supposed to start until tomorrow T^T so i took a shower and took some tylenol which definitely helped <3
my mom asked if i wanted to go with her to the dollar store so i did that and i got some chocolate :3 a reese's take 5, so yummy *^* i also got a minute maid fruit punch! it's 10pm now and i'm going to finish the youtube video i started earlier and then go to bed, i might read a bit more before sleeping but it depends ^-^ goodnight!
